The concept of invisibility and the narrator’s
self-awareness are very tightly related. From the prologue we learn all about
the concept of invisibility, but it doesn't totally make sense to us. We only
start to understand the idea, when we look at the narrator’s realization of
freedom and agency. At the beginning of the novel the narrator seems absolutely
clueless. When he gives his speech at the Battle Royal, he doesn't understand
that the audience is messing with him. When he gets kicked out of the school,
he doesn't realize that Bledsoe is setting him up for failure. Even when he
joins the brotherhood it takes a long time before he wonders if he was being
used as “a natural resource”. In all of these instances we see no thoughts on
"invisibility" and he is still oblivious to everyone shaping his life
for him.
The first steps to his realization start
in the hospital. After being subjected to the machine, the narrator is very disorientated
but he has a brief moment of clarity after the nurses made him angry.
“And suddenly my
bewilderment suspended and I wanted to be angry, murderously angry. But somehow
the pulse of current smashing through my body prevented me. Something had been
disconnected. For though I had seldom used my capacities for anger and indignation,
I had no doubt that I possessed them; and, like a man who knows that he must
fight, whether angry or not, when called a son of a bitch, I tried to imagine
myself angry -- only to discover a deeper sense of remoteness.” (p 237)
Before this point, we have never seen
the narrator express a whole lot of emotion. Maybe a few instinctual feelings
of fear and panic with Mr. Norton, but they were natural feelings that everyone
in that situation would feel. This is the first time where we see individual
thoughts and emotions that were personal to the narrator. He even says “I
seldom used my capacities for anger and indignation”, so we can recognize that
he is making some headway into making his own decisions.
Later when he first joins the
Brotherhood he gives a speech that is emotional, but is criticized for not
being scientific enough. The Brotherhood’s ideology states that people need to
think for themselves, rather than just being energized into a thoughtless mob.
This is ironic, because by forcing the Narrator’s speeches to be scientific
they are taking away his personal thoughts and replacing them with a concrete
strict set of rules. The Brotherhood is taking advantage of the narrator and it
is a while before the narrator realizes he is being used in this way.
The next turning point for the narrator
is the scene of yams. This is scene is very consequential because it is shows
that the narrator is doing what he wants to do. This scene contrasts with the
scene in the diner where the narrator refuses the pork chop and coffee and
instead takes the toast and orange juice. In the diner he is only taking the
toast in order to defy the stereotype. This time he eats the yams because he wants to. “I walked along,
munching the yam, just as suddenly overcome by an intense feeling of freedom --
simply because I was eating while walking along the street. It was
exhilarating. I no longer had to worry about who saw me or about what was
proper.” (p 264) As the narrator begins the realize that he should be making
his own decisions, he starts to question everything else. Around this time the
narrator wonders if the Brotherhood was just using him “as a natural resource”,
and he starts to realize that people don’t see him as a person and are using
him for their own self interests. This begins the path to the narrator becoming
“The Invisible Man”.